Category: 365 September 2020

So I'm pretty sure today wasn't as good as I hoped. But it is what it is. There are more opportunities ahead. https://youtu.be/VLrJ60Xbfc0

I have a major correction for this video. I say "I'm not a nerd, I swear," but that's a straight lie. I don't know what got into me. I have always been, and will likely always be, nerd-like or at least nerd-adjacent. https://youtu.be/zwwp-BZ2Rjw

One of them was passive-aggressive; the other pretended to laugh it off and I was in the middle, wanting to cry. https://youtu.be/OBnml94U4z8

So lets talk about thoughts of sabotage and why we should ignore them entirely. https://youtu.be/8ri4H1Gr64A

I said I love you. Then I panicked. Do I really? What expectations are attached to their definitions of love? Am I willing to rise to the divine definition of what love is? Am I able to stand strong in His love in me for them, while they shed their assumptions of what love is...and [...]

I'm deliberately stripping away all pretense or "heaviness" from this project. As viewed from our set here today in the car wash. What---you don't selfie video in the carwash?... https://youtu.be/IlJtMRkghAs

Fifteen minutes with Aly is fifteen minutes well spent. https://youtu.be/Zir_HTQBogY

Back. https://youtu.be/ePjXh90mSBo

Vulnerability is tough. But it's also where every genuine expression of relationship and intimacy are hidden. Turns out, I still have a lot of contempt in my life... https://youtu.be/MvzSn5fbeY4

So in the name of being honest, this is the only video I got recorded today. I got interrupted and didn't really like what I was saying so I just stopped--but never went back to it. So you may just want to skip today. I am posting in name only, both in transparency and genuine [...]